I will not be happy today

I will not be happy today, no.
I appreciate the nice things you say and you will say them, I'm sure,
but I don't want to hear them.
I will not be happy today.
I need to feel and angst and moan and gripe and complain
I need to mope for a while
so let me spend the time doing so.
I will not be happy today
so don't try to stop me
let me brood and mood
in peace.